If I told you my true feelings
What would you say?
Would you laugh in my face,
Or would you feel the same way?
If I told you my dreams,
What would you say?
Would you tell me to go for them,
Or just forget about them?
Of I told you my deepest secrets
What would you say?
Would you tell all your friends,
Or keep them to yourself?
Can I trust you with my feelings?
Or would you hurt me?
Just tell me,
What would you say?
Tonight my bed is empty again,
And my heart is the same
In ways you'll never know.
Tonight my eyes are bleeding again.
Those same strange tears
That everyone seems to run from.
I've learned it is best to shed them
here, alone.
Where my empty bed and heart are one,
And there's no one to scorn.
I've found they don't like it much
When I fuss or make a scene.
And eveything I've ever thought true,
Seems to them obscene
Tonight my arms are reaching again
For he I'll never hold.
And I'm hiding in obscurity
Afriad of those who know.
No matter where I run
The emptiness is there.
A best friend, but not a comfort,
Like swimming in
I sit on a throne made of broken bones.
I walk on the shore that has no sand,
But only the ash from my inner most demans.
I swim in the ocean that is warm as freshly poured blood.
I drink from the stream that is made of my tears.
I'm staring in the shattered mirror
At a person I once knew.
I have dreamed of the sun that shines like an unlit candle.
I hear the screams of the unforgiven souls.
Some people say I am mad,
But I know different.
For I sold my soul to the deman
Down the skull crushed road.
Sold it for heaven.
Now I always have hell to look forward too.
It's okay to lie,
really it is,
there is nothing wrong
with deceiving people.
Soothing them with sweet wisps of denial,
leading them to you every closer.
There's nothing wrong with being arrogant,
especially in confidence.
To give yourself away
and destory all you've lied for.
It's okay to belittle.
To assume others are so ignorant they can't see through you,
to think they wouldn't spreed your vile words
to think you can do what you want.
You're finding out
how easy it is to self-detruct.
To destory all you've worked for,
that others don't like to be lied too
they don't ike being belittled
and they don't like being used.
T
Charlies in the trees
Waiting for me
Waiting, watching and killing me
Bay one's point and stabbing me
Charlie's killing me from the trees
Charlie's taking everything from me
My money
My health
My family
Charlie's taking it from me
Charlie's stealing from me
My glory
My future
Everything I see
Charlie is taking it away from me
Charlie took it away from me
My heart
My soul
My fantasies
Charlie took it away from me
He came in
Through the door
He left me there on the floor
And we left me there
forever more
He betrayed me
In the worst way
Left me there by my self
Alone...ALONE!
Emptyness and nothing
Nothing but my mi
She walked into the cold building,shame was on her, with her head held low in grif.It was like every other day only a little different. No one could put their finger on it. But she knew what it was. And she knew what everyone was thinking, as well as what they were saying behind her back.
She walked though the front glass doors. Into the halls of her torment and shame. She walked past the same people that she did everyday. The same people that didn't even know she was alive. Some stared at her while others would not even look. She would get back at them. She knew what was different about today. And a small grin grew on her face at the though
I lay parilized on the couch in my normal mood of dayshavo. Knowing of the normal routine that was soon to take place. I am ignorant to think I could stop it, I am stupid for trying.
Then I start to play what was soon to happen through my head. The door flew open and the outside light gaves the shadow of the tall, uncaring monster that comes everynight in my nightmares and in reality.
With a door slam behind him and a beer can in his hand, he walkes right past me, as if i wasn't there. He has the strong smell of liquir on him. He walked down his normal foot steps down the hall.
He enters the door that has no light behind it; then it begins
I decided I havent commented in a while. I miss you Swissy.. I haven't talked to ya very much since I've been workin. I'm gonna try to call you tomorrow at some time. I was pose to be off but stupid me volunteered for hours so I can get overtime.. eh.. anyways.. I'll ttyl babe. Love you.
I love you too cupcake....there is a cat living in our front yard and I named it after you.. it's name is MINI-CUPCAKE lolI don't know why...but I wanted name it that lol well Love you and see you soon!!! YYYEEAA
I love you too cupcake....there is a cat living in our front yard and I named it after you.. it's name is MINI-CUPCAKE lolI don't know why...but I wanted name it that lol well Love you and see you soon!!! YYYEEAA